Bonchour-
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I haven't posted about my life (positively, because making people depressed sucks) in a while and given how things have been for me IRL, I believe it's a good time to do so. But I also want to say something community-related, so if you don't want to be upset IGNORE THE LAST PARAGRAPHS. Anyways...
Finally, I graduated of high school a few days ago. No, for real this time- I am actually done with school. My graduation was boring as hell due to all covid stuff my province has to follow, but everything I needed to do was done, and I should be getting my diploma paper soon. It's a bit weird considering I've been there almost my entire life. I now have all the free time in the world... the question is what to do with it?
I have a pretty good idea of what I want for myself financially, which means I'm deciding to skip college temporarily. I'm likely going to end broke if I go to college without having some kind of backup savings. So my plan for the following years is to get a full-time job, get steady income, save up as much as possible (I want some of the money to go into my retirement plan so I don't work when I'm 60 years old) and blablabla. I might attend college in a few years once I've figured out my career direction and of course, if I have the money. Though I'm thinking I should study in apprenticeship instead, and I would go for electrician courses. Overall, I don't know what my long-term career goal is, but I have a lot of things planned-out in terms of finance, and also a good envisionment of my life after I retire.
Now about my art and my content. Suprisingly, I feel pretty good about my stuff this year. While I am not improving much in terms of the art fundamentals, I'm glad Navash isn't getting reference sheets every 3 months like last year, holy shit. I just love where my stuff is going and I'm keeping things the same way until something cooler inspires me. I intend on drawing different things like furries, my non-madness OCs and fanart of other things if I can. I'll still try to draw people's OCs, but all I'm doing nowadays is drawing what I please and it feels better that way.
... FEET AND ASS YEAHHHH
I intend on keeping my discord account reclusive. I left every "populated" server and I don't plan on returning to them due to the amount of adults that can't follow common sense. It feels better to keep my Discord private-ish from people, as always it feels great knowing I do not have to be online all the time and interact once an hour. I plan on blocking DMs from anyone who isn't a friend as well, big middle finger to those who wanna try and beef with me.
I mean good luck trying to beef with me because I'm so weird that you won't understand a thing I'm saying. I'll make zero sense on every reply you throw at me until you are annoyed and you leave me alone. Lol
Only the trustworthy may receive pics of my abs and my cock-crushing biceps
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DO NOT READ THIS SECTION IF YOU DON'T WANNA HEAR ABOUT COMMUNITY STUFF
I want to express my thoughts on the situation, again, do not read if you don't care about some random woman's opinion on drama or if you despise Madness community bullshitery.
In the past weeks I was skeptical of the whole Cethic situation and I know not why some people are willing to bring up drama from literally 5 years ago. Like, come on it's been 5 years, the bad people might have changed and become better persons. But the situation also stressed me, because I considered one of the people involved a friend. Both were people I looked up to for their content for years. Finding out about their actions made me feel very conflicted. I didn't expect I would a friend suddenly, but my gut tells me I should wait for things to go back to normal so I can witness redemption. I believe anyone can be a better person, but that doesn't mean I'll forgive them yet. I'm not saying I support pedophiles and zoophiles. I like to think am a forgiving and somewhat empathetic person, except towards SOME people in the community (Sean who always repeats his shit and never learns AND somehow still runs the Archive). I just have a feeling these two are actually going to try to learn from their mistakes.
I want people to stop asking me to unfollow Cethic and Fleet- you guys need to stop. If you happen to hate me because I refuse to agree with the community's Hivemind Conclusions for drama, the unfollowing button is there for ya. You're disrespecting the fact these news should be up to EACH PERSON to judge, and you're ignoring my opinion by shoving yours up my ass. Stop pressuring collab hosts to kick Cethic out of their team. YOU ARE NOT THE HOST OF THESE COLLABS. It's their collab, not yours so please shut up.
MADNESS COMMUNITY SECTION IS OVER
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There isn't much else for me to say, I think I said pretty much what I wanted to!
Have a good day people, hope you enioy your summer (or autumn/winter if you live in the South)!
